Thursday, January 1, 2009
happy new year to everyone hahas!hope year 2009 can be peaceful.hahas! there were many unhappiness in 2008 and i hope that 2009 wont be like tis. in skul i am be smiling and laughin for nothing, but deep inside mi, i'm just feeling down. just laugh to make myself feel happy. u guys may thin tat i'm a idiot sometime laughing for nothing. but just feel tat laugh also one day passed, dun laugh also one day passed so might as well laugh to make my day passed happier. but now i wont laugh for nothing anymore. just wana be back to myself. got happy thing den laugh if not u guys will see mi in my black n idiot face. sometimes, i just felt tired being like tis. but i just wana change myself back to what i am use to be when i'm alone. when skul reopen u guys may see a different attitude huimin.dont ask mi what had happen to mi cos i also dunno. sometime just dun feel lik talking. sometime really feel lik talking but no one to talk to so forget it. when i talk too much u guys may find mi noisy, when i dun talk u guys will think tat i'm angry or what, but i'm not. just dun feel lik talking. tat all.sometime i really miss my secondary skul life esp sec 2 wif borlian,pingying, liwen junhong,ivan, christina,quilong and danny around mi tat really make my life colourful. joking, craping and all stuff during lesson.if can i really hope to go back to sec 2. but is impossible. always rmb the time in sec 3 and 4 wif borlian during POA lesson. beating each other hit red red. and meeting huixian every friday to go shopping after skul. although now we are in the same skul but we seldom go out lik wat we use to be anymore due to time. hiaz. really miss my secondary skul life. now?? in ITE??? just cant find tat kind of fun in class. but i really hope tat in the new year nothing bad will happen. cos i dun wana lose anymore friendship. already lost one, shuting. although i say hate her but i just felt nth. really dun wan to lost friendship bcos of small thing. afraid of bring hurt again?? or what?? i dunno... all i know now is i wont out all my heart inside everything i do cos i know not everything in tis world is ture ...too many things had happened in tis world tat tells mi tat the world look so real but yet so fake. many things cant be seem through my naked eyes but still can feel it inside my heart tat things are changing not for the better but for the worst. so i really hope tat when the world seem so ture, it can be really ture and not the other way round in 2009. all i wishes for 2009.. 1. wish tat i can hope well in skul work. 2. hope tat i can go to good conpany for my IA.3. hope everyone around mi have good health and dun fall sick easily.4. have more money tis year. need to save liao cannot anyhow spend liao. 5. hope to have new phone samsung F480.hope can buy it myself for my birthday present. $298 lei. hiaz..6. aim one bag at eight percent. save money. hope can buy it myself for my own birthday present.hahas! 7. hope tis year can pass smoothly without much conflict. 8. save more money. have not been saving for the passed 18 years of my life liao. think tis should all i wish for the time being ba. -stop laughing n fooling around but be a serious person in 2009-Labels: hope 2009 will be a good year ahead.
