Tuesday, February 24, 2009
5 days of great grandma's funeral ended..thurday to monday..n today.. went to collect her ashes so nv go skul.. promise myself not to cry cos ah gong say taima already so old liao so should felt happy for her. yes for de second to de fourth day nv cry as promise.just felt so useless...but till de fourth day night, while praying for her, cried. mayb cos i saw ah ma badly which make my tears even wan to drop..i know using ah ma name is just an excuse.. de last days cried even more when praying n senting her off to heaven.. just dun bare to let her go... de last day, de band played 世上的妈妈是最好的 ... n when accompanied taima to de temple n when being pushing taima in for cremated at columbarium, tat de part where everyone cried most..n heartache de most...is lik broken into pieces..........
on de second day of funeral,
taima spirit came back to visit us..
n i believe tat tis reptile is taima spirit cos tis reptile has already extinict 225 millions year ago... n is de onli known as stated:
"The only known fossil of Sharovipteryx mirabilis was found in lake deposit in Kyrgyzstan in 1971. Credit: G.J. Dyke et al
The triangular delta-wing shape found on many modern fighter jets was used by a small reptile to glide between trees 225 million years ago, a new study suggests"
http://www.livescience.com/animals/060718_delta_wing.html
5 days of funeral, n have mee hoon with curry chicken for de last night were wat taima requested before she passed away.. n we had tat.. i hope she goes with a peaceful mind..
taima i miss u!!
gosh..
i dun feel lik goin to skul..
got alot of test..
which i haven even study..
n i dun feel lik studying it now..
just feeling tired..
n i want to quit my cca asap..
i cannot take it anymore..
really feeling tired liao..
first time so tired untill wan to give up thing lik fishes..
Labels: taima (great grandma) i miss u
